So, today I woke up with a sore throat. Feeling a little yucky. If I had an office to go to, I might call in and take it easy. I'd eat soup, drink hot tea (which I normally never want), watch an old movie, take a nap, just wait to feel better...
Enter: My New Reality.
I'm learning. Slowly, the obvious is dawning on me. Parents don't get sick days. Heck! Parents are lucky to get vacations. Most parents are lucky to get a solid night of uninterrupted sleep. Parents get 8pm-10pm. That's about it. And if you're ambitious, you can have 5am to 6:30am.
So I'm facing this reality. Parents are on. All the time. For the next 18-25ish years, I am always on-call. I'm a parent.
Don't get me wrong. This is not grumbling. It's more a matter of acceptance. Of my new reality. I'm a parent. And though I will miss things like sleep and forming a complete thought for the next X # of years, I wouldn't have it any other way.
Parents get the beauty of watching another person grow up before your very eyes! --A living picture of 100% dependence and (in my opinion sometimes unwarranted) affection from this little one who looks to you for protection, food, love, play time, explanations, correction, discipline, reassurance, hope and laughter -- his very life is in the hands of his parents. And that is at once scary and a precious privilege.
And I'm thankful.
Because it makes me to look to my heavenly Father -- my perfect Parent -- who chose to become a parent and be forever "on-call" and make a much greater sacrifice for the sake of His children. And He is perfect in His provisions of everything I need...like protection (Luke 21:18), food (Matt.7:8-10), love and affection (Eph.2:10), explanations (Jer. 31:33), correction and discipline (Heb. 12:6-8), hope (Romans 15:13), and laughter (Luke 6:21, Prov. 31:25) -- my very life is in His hands (Heb.1:3).
O praise Him. I am weak. He is strong. He never needs a more sleep or a sick day (Psalm 121).


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